Miyerkules, Disyembre 31, 2008

For All My Friends: A Wish for '09

I choose my multiply contacts ever so carefully for it is here, more than anywhere else, that I open my public self up.  I only agree to a request or make one myself if I consider a certain person important enough to share a part of my life and in turn share his or hers. 

And so this greeting is from the deepest part of my heart, although it is entirely lifted out of an email message from a dear, dear friend, and I sent it out to express my eternal gratefulness for all of you. A toast to a new year with all its peaks, plains, and valleys!

* Dear friends,

* Wishing you a New Year filled with good health, new hope and new beginnings!

* May year 2009 open up for you more opportunities, lead you onto the path of continued success, happiness, abundant LOVE and prosperity!

* My family wishes ... that the coming year showers on you all that you ever wished for!

* Good luck, good cheer, good health and...

A Happy New Year!

Martes, Disyembre 30, 2008

Revolution This Coming Year, A Possibility?

Note: Hopefully, this entry would somehow become an expansion of one of my replies to Mr. Andy Huang's blog entry.

The contents of this has been in incubation for quite some time.  It is not made at 7 am or even at 5 am. And I just want to jot down a random thought or two on the matter so that I can expound on them eventually or never at all.

Here goes:

There are those (mostly Marxists) who place our period in history as belonging to "late capitalism". They predict that the present world order, which is based on capitalism, is about to implode. See more of this in works such as Frederic Jameson's "Postmodernism: the Cultural Logic of Late Capitalism"

When I witnessed what was beginning to happen in the US, particularly the start of the economic downturn early or middle of this year, I said to myself, "Hey, what they are saying seems to be coming to reality." Subsequent worldwide events seemed to reinforce their predictions. At the same time, however, I cannot think of a system that can replace the status quo.

Probably, there is a need to again modify societal setups, as had been done in the course of recent history, for example, by incorporating some socialist ideals, which turned out to be more humane, into total and outright capitalism, but an overhaul seems improbable. The History Channel, in fact, mentioned that capitalism, is an improvement, not an overturning of feudalism. At present, I cannot think of a country or society that is trying out, somehow experimenting, on something entirely new or different, at least one that we can pattern as to what is to be the next order of things.
 
The old kind of communism, as interpreted and implemented in several countries, is not the answer.  It is a system, as had been proven in those countries, that is far less accomodating and adaptable, and thus more destructive than capitalism.

Or maybe, what we can do is something of a touch and go which at certain times in history has helped mankind a lot.
 
What is in store for us this coming New Year?  Maybe, and I pray for this, our lot, while still within the status quo will improve but we cannot be certain. As a matter of fact, noone can be certain of anything, even feng shui experts that proliferate during this time of the year on tv, and so I recommend to myself that Filipino saying:
 
kung maikli ang kumot, matutong mamaluktot
or better
kahit mahaba ang kumot, lagi tayong mamaluktot.
 
Mabuhay ang mga Ilokano!

Lunes, Disyembre 29, 2008

I've Had a Facelift

Boredom led or better forced me to restudy creating customized multiply themes.

I have not been particularly satisfied with what other multiply users have made since they do not speak to me.  It's true that some of them are unbelievably breathtaking, but they do not reflect my personality. 

And so, more than a year ago, I self-studied the process of customizing themes in multiply albeit a minor part of it, i.e. inserting images.  The result was a site appearance that is dark, angry, and even frightening, but I liked it. It bore Thor, which newly revived comic series I started to collect.  Also, I felt that the design appealed to my evilish, brutish side.

Unlucky for me however, I soon got tired of the design and so I tried to manipulate the details of the CSS I used for it. It turned out that I totally forgot the process and so I ended up in actually destroying my first creation.  I tried looking for the link that helped me in my original study, but I can no longer find it.

And so, I was forced to import an entire customized theme, the one that bore the Ironman which after a few months suddenly inexplicably disappeared.  I was forced then to use one of the relatively boring and overused base themes of multiply.  Until today...

I finally got the time to browse through various links that retaught me the process of manipulating the CSS.  And after a few experiments, I came up with the present design that showcases a better looking and therefore bearing a nearer resemblance to yours truly, Thor. (Sorry, I can't help it.)

It is no great feat since more can be learned and therefore done to a particular site if a CSS layot is deciphered, but, I am the one who made it.  And barring any infringement rights lawsuit, I am planning to hold on to this for a long time. 

Until, of course, I find a better design as well as the time to create a new one.

 

 

Fireworks Display

Start:     Dec 30, '08 8:00p
Location:     NE Pacific Center

Biyernes, Disyembre 26, 2008

Batong-bato

Tapos na ang frenzy ng pasko. 

Parang biglang nag-sudden stop ang buhay sa akin.  Hindi slow mo; stand still talaga. 26 pa lang ng December, pakiramdam ko tatlong linggo na mula noong magsimula ang christmas break. Nakakabato na. Pinipilit ko ngayon ang sarili kong bumalik sa realidad ng pagtse-tsek ng papers at pagtapos ng requirements para sa MA pero hindi ko magawa. 

Ang mga kaibigan at kamag-anak naman, focused na uli sa kani-kanilang mga trabaho kaya inuubos ko ang oras sa panonood ng mga walang kuwentang pelikula gaya ng Mighty Ducks 2 at Enchanted.  Walang maaasahan sa Cable tv.  Ang daming channels pero basura lahat ang palabas. Hindi naman makapag-mall dahil puro MMFF movies pa. Sana pala nagtipid ako ng pera dahil balita kanina, floor prices ang bentahan--iyon nga lang sa Divisoria.  Buti na lang andyan ang Multiply at ang autobiography ni Golda Meir.

Sana January 6 na.

Sori! Hindi rin! Gusto ko pang magpahinga!  Ayaw ko pang hiwalayan ang bed kong matagal ko nang na-mi-miss!  Kailangan pang ma-detoxify ang katawan mula sa lahat ng nilantakan ngayong pasko.  Ang sarap pang magtulog nang hanggang 10 am at gising hanggang 2 am.

Miyerkules, Disyembre 24, 2008

Pride and Prejudice

Rating:★★★★
Category:Books
Genre: Literature & Fiction
Author:Jane Austen
I've been meaning to read this novel since I saw a film adaptation of it a few years back. I am glad that the Christmas break finally afforded me some free time to go through an old copy of the novel which I found in our school's library (so old that it bears "Kuang Chi School Library" in some of its pages.)

The film woke up the romantic in me and the book, to my satisfaction did it again albeit in a more comprehensive way. How I long for a companion who could approximate, if not equal the character of Ms. Bennet.

Biyernes, Disyembre 19, 2008

THE Party




Why can I not leave Xavier? One can find a part of the answer in these pictures.

All these pictures are taken before the "big" announcement by Fr. Johnny.

Thank you XSPA and the Admin for this afternoon as well as the wonderful new year's gift.

On Focus: High 1G and 1H




From Lam-Ang to their own Kuwentong Bayan. I am so amazed with the talents of my students in first year. I can't imagine what they'll accomplish when they setup real plays for the One Act Play in H4. The performances, however, can be informed in so many ways, but given the limitations of time and inputs, they have what I can term as fantastic dula-dulaan.

Huwebes, Disyembre 18, 2008

XmaS Program feat the MRX




After the Agape, teachers, admin, and students participate in a Christmas Program that features among others the MRX (Most Requested in Xavier.) It is part of the Christmas Drive program of the school wherein the students and teachers and everybody else in the community can vote for the educators whom they want to perform during the program. Each vote is worth a peso. One of my most memorable experiences in Xavier is to have become part of MRX Christmas 2006 considering that I became a part of the community for only a few weeks.

The fund raised from this is given to institutions that Xavier, as a caring academic community, is committed to serve.

An add-on this year is that the class who was able to pledge the biggest part of their allowance gets to choose a wild card--anybody they want--to perform.

Not a Party




It is an agape. One of the things I like about Xavier is that it does give in to the commercialization of this event that we call Christmas.

This one is with the class that I am a mentor-1G. Some pictures are of my other class-1H. Both are fun and intelligent classes.

Martes, Disyembre 16, 2008

Dept's XmaS Gift Giving




I got my very first major gifts: a planner and a xmas decor as I have asked for on our wish list. Fun fun fun night at Gerry's Grill - Promenade

An Invitation to Speak Your Mind

On The Reproductive Health Bill.

I am blogging about this so that my friends, as well as contacts, if they wish, and I can express our views and actually discuss about,  as I found out today, a very sensitive and multifaceted issue: the reproductive health bill.

I was dragged into a debate about this topic which I have been avoiding both in learning more about it, i.e. the actual content of the bill, the specific stand of the church vis-a-vis the bill, and the points of view of other people particularly those who do not consider themselves part of the church, and of course in really reflecting and formulating my stand on the matter.

Before today, my deepest involvement on the issue was shallowly limited to helping a former student find references for his research paper on the topic for the Ateneo's English 12.  I led him to the website of the Varsitarian of the UST and its inflammatory dismissal of both the fourteen professors of the Ateneo and the institution itself and by extension the Jesuits, and to a book by Bishop Ted Bacani on the bill, ironically a reading material which as a freebie I received with disappointment and resentment during the San Jose Alumni Homecoming.

I know the basic stand of the church: protect human life. 

And this protection does not merely extend from the moment of conception, meaning making sure nothing hinders the meeting of the sperm and egg cells of any woman or man except their discipline and will nor that once the cells begin the process of becoming a zygote something would destroy it, i.e. abortion.

The protection of human life means ascertaining that a person will indeed be conceived, born, live, develop, die, and interred in the best possible social context--where best is to be understood, at the very least, as a situation fit for a human being.  That, for me is the extent of the church's desire to protect human life; in all its forms and in all its functions, human life is of the utmost importance.  This is where the opposition of the church against the bill is rooted on.

From what I gather from my two "opponents" today, the stand of those who are supporting the bill partially rests on the view that the church's reasoning belongs to medieval times.  The church (as if the church are the church leaders) do not care to understand the flight of the poor and how to live with many children while in a constant state of hunger and that it has not studied the matter thoroughly.  It also does not care to listen to other positions, particularly that of the minority. Instead, the church is resorting to a limited and therefore narrow view of democracy as the rule of the majority when it seeks to influence national policy makers through the signature campaign.

Everybody, my self-professed social liberal (not social progressive, he was quick to add, as if there are any other kind) and communist-feminist friends say, is using contraception nowadays and that because the Philippines does not have legal structures of any form to regulate the sexual practices of many citizens, AIDS is on the rise.  The two of them also say that there is no evidence that some artificial means of contraception is abortifacient and that Thailand is much better off than we are because their society is free from moral inhibitions.  The Thais, they claim has lesser incidence of AIDS. I ask therefrom if there are definite statistical studies supporting this claim.

My liberated friend said that all he wants now is that the government reach a consensus or as he said a secular stand and not just to follow the desire of the majority who are incidentally catholics since that is the essence of democracy.  He proudly proclaims that it would not do for our society not follow what they do in their school, as if this school is a perfect school and that he is an integral part of its system, where they reach a compromise agreement and only divide the house when this process fails.

I was not prepared nor looked for a debate this morning and so at first I listened to them start off against the church's stand but soon I did not anymore stop myself from stating my views, for I cannot, for the life of me, let the two of them malign the position of the church and the church herself while I do what many catholic filipinos do when their church is questioned: keep quiet and watch.

In my eyes, the church has kept relatively quiet for so long about so many issues for various reasons, her apologetical mission set aside for more urgent concerns.  And when I say the church, I talk about the whole body not just the leaders. It is because of this that I did not let this morning's tirades pass.

To be continued... But as of now, if you want, post your comments and stand on the matter. I need to understand this issue more.

Christmas Gifts

Medyo magastos ang paskong ito sa akin kumpara sa mga nagdaan.

Dalawa ang sasamahan kong christmas parties na may exchange gifts.  Isa kasama ang kagawaran at ang isa naman kasama ang mga kaibigan. Paolo Coelho's latest book (hinanap ko sa dalawang bookstores ang Brida paperback edition, wala; kaya witch from portebello na lang) at isang uri ng damit (secret muna kung ano) ang nakalista sa wish list ng mga nabunot ko.  200-300 pesos ang suggested (required?) na halaga ng mga regalo.

Nakapagbigay na rin ako sa isa kong inaanak ng pera nuong aksidenteng masumpungan niya ako sa Ateneo.  Iniisip ko pa kung ano ang ibibigay ko sa dalawa kong pamangking babae at sa inaanak na biglang susulpot.  Gusto nila ng comics ng Wizard of Oz kaya lang naubusan ng kopya sa Comic Odyssey.  Guillermo Stilton book naman ang isa.  Parehong hindi bababa sa 200 pesos ang mga iyon.  Haaay...

Watchmen naman ang regalo ko sa sarili ko.  At kahapon na nakita ko ang Apologia Pro Vita Sua ni John Henry Cardinal Newman, kinumbinsi ko na rin ang loob ko na christmas gift ko iyon sa sarili ko, kaya binili ko na rin.

Naglaan din ako para sa labingisang mentees ko.  Paano na kaya ang mga tatlong buong klase, ano kaya ang maibibigay ko na hindi mapipilay ang finances ko?

Balak ko ring bigyan ng kahit token ang mga kaibigan ko kaya pagkatapos nito, didiretso ako sa GSC para maghanap-hanap bago pumunta sa Gerry's Grill para sa pagtitipon ng kagawaran. 

Pero nakakatuwa na merong nakaalala na magbigay.  Sina Christian, Ma'am Rosie, Sir Allen, ang XSPA, at siyempre siguradong makatatanggap rin ako ng dalawang regalo galing sa mga kasama at kaibigan.

Bakit ba ako nagba-blog tungkol dito.  Para lang ba maibsan ang guilt na nararamdaman ko na gumagasta ako nang higit sa nararapat?  Hindi rin.  Gusto kong maalaala itong taong ito na nagbigay ako at ako ay nabigyan.

Linggo, Disyembre 14, 2008

Mr. and Mrs. Jaypee and Mimi Barias




My very first Xavier colleague wedding. I am looking forward to a few more.

I was late to witness the vows because our MA class extended into 4:30 pm, but not for the photo ops and of course the banquet.

The event had an informal and relaxed atmosphere around it. These are characteristics that are missing in too many weddings.

Busy, Dizzy, Groggy

These are not the names of Snow White's three new dwarfs nor of Cinderella's.  These, however, are modifiers with which I can describe myself the past week.  And I was not aware of them until this morning when sheer exhaustion brought me 11 hours sleeping time.

I realized yesterday evening that since Saturday, the 6th of December, I haven't had a full night sleep. It's because I have to attend to all my roles: son, uncle, teacher, colleague, and student.

I went home to Cabanatuan the night of that Saturday after attending my MA class at the Ateneo to witness Mommy's installation as the regent of DMII Kapitan Pepe for the second year. 

I had to leave early morning of the 8th, Monday to be at Xavier with the High 4 students who were in school to practice for their Play Festival. 

I also had to find time to write my quota of LT questions for our High 1 team, as well as my classes on that year level's last quiz and summative quiz.  For the H4 Advanced, I prepared a quiz on the H4 plays, hunted down the script of the play that I wanted for their LT, scanned it, drafted the test questions based on it; and printed out the 16 page last reading for this quarter.

The H4 play festival also made me busy.  I planned the flow of the program, wrote a script for it, looked for emcees and performers for the intermission, coordinated with the three teachers in charge of the Regular-Advanced fused sections and borrowed the necessary equipments for the program.

On top of these, I was preparing for a group report for my MA class yesterday.

Lightheartedly, I now begin another week.  I had a good night out last Friday, I witnessed an enchanting wedding of a colleague, the plays based on the H4 Advanced three story lines won 1st, 2nd 3rd in the play festival, my classes with the first year were riotously funny, the quiz and LT questions were intelligent, at the very least; I saw a good movie and our report was well researched and therefore, well-received. 

It was a whirlwind of a week, but in the final analysis, I enjoyed being in the midst of it!

Christmas Agape and Program

Start:     Dec 19, '08 07:30a

The Day the Earth Stood Still

Rating:★★★★
Category:Movies
Genre: Mystery & Suspense
I knew nothing about the film and it turned out to be a good thing.

The cinemas have been churning out bad movies after the other these past few weeks. I was a victim of "Bolt" and the reviews of my friends was a last minute save from "Twilight." And so I wanted to stay away from the theaters even only up until the MMFF is finished. Last night however, I was craving for a movie. I need to escape to a new world and reward myself for finishing another subject for my MA. So I went to Robinson's, now my fave movie place.

There was nothing new in the line up except for this film. "Twilight" tempted me to see for myself how bad it is. A lady friend mentioned to me a long way back that "Four Christmasses" is delightful. But chick flicks have burned me many times. "Bolt" and even "Quantum of Solace" are still being shown and two independent films. Then there was this movie which I was not really planning to see and indeed was dreading to see because I was put off by its trailers and the loooooong title. But I need to give in to my craving.

And so...

The movie has its valleys and peaks. Acting valleys first. Keanu Reeve's one dimensional facial expression. However, it is forgivable since his character is not supposed to be human and all. Besides I am used to it courtesy of the Matrx Trilogy. Acting peaks are many: the son of Will Smith (yata,) Jaden Smith is unbelievable. Watch out for the part when his character resolves his conflicts Then there is Jennifer Conneley and the ever delightful "Dolores Clairborne" and "Misery" lady Kathy Bates.

Valleys of the storyline. The character of Keanu Reeves wasn't fully fleshed out (maybe because only his body is flesh) or even at time contadictory although the film provided enough details for one to form his or her own conclusions about him. Then the resolution of the film is quite deus ex machinaist to me. Besides, many Filipinos would probably not like the ending and some of the lines.

However, and here comes the peaks, the story has some, nay many surprises and twists not the least of all is its premise. I can hear myself and some members of the audience saying, "Oo nga naman" in many revelation parts.

There were two times in the film when I was made to say, I wish that would happen: that we be brought to a precipe and that the earth stand still.

Turns out the film is a remake. Maybe because a genuis in Hollywood thought, maybe it is now time people ask again the questions that this film's audiences many years ago asked albeit on an entirely different context and set of issues.

Biyernes, Disyembre 12, 2008

Guro Forever

Nakakatawa at nakakatuwa.

Talagang lumalagpas ang gawain ng guro sa apat na sulok ng silid-aralan.  Ganon din sa loob ng apat na markahang magkasama kayo ng mga estudyante. 

Kakatwa pero gaano man ang naging hirap ng iyong loob minsan o madalas (depende sa klase at estudyante) dahil sa mga hindi inaasahan at hindi mo rin naman ibig mangyari sa loob ng iyong silid-aralan, guro ka pa ring ituturing ng mga mag-aaral na iyon. 

Ituturing ka pa rin nilang ala fountain of all knowledge and seat of wisdom.

Tulad ngayon, nagre-research ako tungkol sa RH bill at heroism from the filipino point of view. 

Dati naman, ang paghahagilap sa sagot sa tanong na ano raw kaya ang magandang costume nila Donya Victorina at Don Tiburcio para sa report nila, pati na kung ano iyong tulang mukhang hindi tula na binanggit mo nang pahapyaw sa klase dahil assignment daw. 

Dahil sa lahat ng ito, naiisip kong marapat lamang na hindi sirain ang araw mo o paghimagsikan ng loob ang buong klase kung merong isa o dalawang estudyanteng hindi kaibig-ibig ang ugali at atitud sa iyo.  Pero gaya nga ng sabi ko, kahit ang mga ito, titingnan ka pa rin nilang pinagkakautangan ng loob at maasahan sa kanilang kagipitan.

Huwebes, Disyembre 11, 2008

Xavier Batch 2009 Play Production




I was able to borrow a camera from home last weekend and decided to use it in documenting the final preparations of Batch 2009 for the play festival today. As I have not mastered wholesale uploading into multiply, I am posting the pixs piecemeal. So I hope, by the time I finish, every class will be well represented. I am amazed on how the plays were all well made.

I have no pictures of the actual play as I was busy coordinating the program. Hopefully, Mr. Cuepo was able to take some good shots.

Many thanks to Jordan Tan and Frank Chua, the Emcees, Stacy (I hope I got his name right) and Stage FX for the additional lights, Ian Go and Audrey Wong, and Ross Tan, Jan Lambert Nery, Joseph Chan, and Timothy Fernando for the impromptu presentations (I twisted their arms to perform and they did very well.)

The batch has so much artistic talent. And syemps kudos to my co-teachers who were able to draw them out in full today!